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this ain't a fairytale
Hello. Im a Pioneer currently working towards my nearest BIG goal, the A levels.Every school day can never be totally terrible cos i haf my 08s20 mates. I've figured that hating people is never a wise choice. I like stars but i don't wish to be one cos stars are lonely. I need the people ard me to keep going & so i would love to say that i cherish every friend i have. Love love. |
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First Saturday of the June holidays. I can say its rather a good start. Spent a few hours sorting out my stuff to facilitate my studying. Hope it'll be successful. really ant study when the room is so messy. Its oredi hard enuff to force myself to study at home. Its either too comfy or i just need to see ppl studying ard me. Not playing or singing or dancing. Hmph. So anw, Physics SPA was finally over on wed. Hope i got it all right. I finished too fast. & ytd was GP and again, i completed both paper 1 and 2 ahead of everyone in the same exam room. I got bored but i really cant think of anything to write while waiting for the paper to be collected. Really hope they're alright & tt i didn write out of point for the AQ. But i dun tink so la. Just tot maybe i lack the depth for essay. Aright, im gg to play a lil bit more of fb then i shall start studying for econs. Wed's the paper. Monday gg to study with mei, pam n xianzheng at lib. Pam better not be late. hope i'll be on time too! HAHA. Today there's farewell party from the English drama society '09. Tink they're damn sweet la. I can see tt they really put in the effort to make it a successful event. It feels so special. Although i was in an extreme dull mood when i entered the mpr5, i left with a very big smile & feel really happy. Thanx, dear juniors. heeh. I really didn noe wad's their general impression of me but i tink now i roughly noe after reading all their messages written on the hearts and pasted nicely on a big black cardboard. Its fantastic. Im gonna wrap it with plastic soon and hang it up in my room. A really good motivational board for the A levels! (: Oh yea. Thanx to yuhui oso for the bead thingy. She's so sweet. & its v nice. (: Im gonna miss her, n dawn, n joanne. Other graduating seniors from drama.. Not really. they're like inactive members. Boringgg. Hope i can stay happy till the night. But im getting emo. I dun feel like eating. I dun feel like doing anything. Boohoohoo. Some pictures.  Watching the slides they prepared for the seniors. It was so cute.  Me n the coolest girls in drama with the lovely bored & my funny polaroid pictures  looking retarded giving my farewell speech  now i look like im dancing  Thats the eds '08 '09 (: Its almost four & i haven done much for the day. Oh no oh no oh no. I really dunno wad to blog abt actually. there's gg to be SPA next week & then there's the general paper mids. So cool so cool. Its College day today but im not going. I cant go due to some problems. Sorry to those who haf to go. But there's nothing tt can be done. I understand almost all J2s are at the study mood & they dun wish to waste four hours of their saturday watching ppl they dunno receive prices and stuff like tt. Oh its supposed to be farewell. but not yet. Today i feel somewhat super relieved after the chem SPA skill CD. It seems to be the SPA tt ive always had problems with. Cant stand it la. Hope i got it all right this time. No second chance. There's no more tests or SPA this week. Woohoo! But there's one last SPA this monday. Phy skill A. & taa daa! The start of mid year exams. How exciting.
I noe i must must must do well for mid years. Gotta really study hard for it la. I shudn disappoint so many ppl, esp myself. Heeh. Think i finally feel the anxiety. The need to study. The need to be serious. With everyone around also getting into the mugging mode, it seems a lil easier to get to studying. I think i found the way to study oredi. The way to focus. & i feel so happy tt i can now understand the whole of lasers & semiconductor after studying all by myself tt i went on to study nuclear physics myself. & yes, i understand them fully. Whee! (: I tink i'll give myself a break tmr. Then i'll start studying like seriously & make sure i noe everything tt i dunno. Last min studying dun work all the time. esp when i can fall ill so frequent n so sudden. & tts how i fail my quantum test. But i dun feel sad at all. I know i have hope. I really didn manage to study for it. The night before the test i was still running temp of 38.2 luhh. Tmr's our first year. Hm. Hope it'll be a wonderful day. Haf been bickering and arguing and getting each other upset for the past few days. Really waste of time n energy. Shud study the law of conservation further. LOL. Omg. Bad bad. I seem to haf runny nose. I dun wish to keep on taking my flu med cos it makes me drowsy n weak. Boo! I shall try to endure.
This sat morning, ive been trying to complete the research for monday's mini debate. But i cant find any good stuff. Boo! "Recent concerns about modern developments in science have been overly exaggerated" actually i forgot whether im in pro or opp. But it doesn matter i cant find the content here on the internet! Well, except for aviation development la. whines. The flu doesn help. It just makes me v frustrated at almost everything. I haf to complete lotsa hw today and try study for chem n phy spa. Cos tmr, there'll be a day of CIP n i dun tink much can be done aft tt cos there's dinner and stuff. whines. Oh no & now im feeling so hungry tinking of the Titan sandwich from LJS. Its free for the first 50 sets of the day but i bet its all gone by now. Shall buy some food soon aft picking up my sis from her class at ten plus. Oh my i feel so busy.Theres Poisson distribution. Normal distribution. Normal approximation. Lasers & semiconductor. Electrochemistry. Foreign exchange and international trade. whines. I feel super whiney today. But tink nobody's listening to me whining. I wanna go out. Walk n shop ard. I wanna get some nice things. But i dun even noe wad. anw im getting financially hadicapped. Maybe shud stop spending but most of my money goes to the class fund & food. Maybe i eat too much? Actually i tink i tend to spend more on food cos i dun haf much of a choice! There's so many things i cant eat. whines. Okay, maybe i shud stop whining and atleast feel a lil glad tt the week has past n there's no more tests except for PHY mock SPA n CHEM SPA next week. Maths test was scary. I dun even noe if my answers are right. Physics was a goner. I didn really study for it. Was down with flu n high fever. Econs was okay. & GP, i tink i didn write enuff contents. whines. OOps no whines. I tink i shud really stop fb-ing everyday but life's boring without all the lame quizzes. Haha. Oh well. One week before phy SPA. Gotta really study for the mock one. Atleast i'll feel prepared. Less than two weeks boefore GP paper. & im doing nothing about it. two weeks before econs. Oh no. This is bad. This is not something to be proud off but i am really really not in the mood to do ANY homework tonight. Im so exhausted from mural painting & im sleepy cos i didn haf a good rest last night. So i shall finish this post, enjoy a lil facebook activity n haf an early night. But i wish to thank those who stayed till the break of dusk to finish up the mural painting cos the 09s20 ppl didn really do much except for hamzah la, the cm. See CMs are CMs for a reason. Some ppl just dun get it. I dun understand y some class the CM so irresponsible de.  Today has been the most interesting Saturday i had for weeks. I tink ive been spending days at home or just gg to the mall for meals on previous saturdays. So yupp. Im so happy! I met up with my beloved friends from 4p2. They rock! Sad yinlin darl cant be there. Its so nice to know tt my girlfriends wake up super early just for today! But michele still late la. Liwen came all the way from JB & on time!! So happy. So yiyao n i had the chance to drive our good old friends out today! Heeh. Damn fun experience. But josh damn damn noisy. he tink he driving instructor la. Talk abt 2 sec rule as if i dunno! He keep saying it but i doubt he even noe wad it was cos i was freaking more than 2 secs behind the car infront cos the road was quite congested. LOL. Lets see how he drives when he gets his license. Alan's funny la. Keep saying its so comfortable & ask me drive him ard more. Haha. I will, my fren. If i haf the time. We had breakfast at timah before heading for the movies. Prata. & milo dinosaur!! Cheap but v nice things to have. (:  Watched Ramen Girl. I tink the idea is quite smart. Yiyao bought the movie vouchers which is $8o bucks but has ten pieces. So in the end, each movie ticket costs 8 bucks instead of 9.50. (: Anw, the show is v nice la. Although some of my frens do not agree. Its funny but at the same time, v touching. All abt determination & pure love. Heeh.  botak heads n four mice. Incomplete but still nice. i love them guys. <3 BEST SATURDAY!
& so today's the BIG DAY for fellow drama juniors to put up their firstever performance during assembly jnow. Truthfully, im not happy with the way it went. Sound was very very bad. I dun understand why they cant project their voice louder. there's no such thing as too loud. But too soft is real bad. But well, i must say some really emoted well. They acted better tahn expected. Heeh. Tt makes me happy atleast. But overall, now i feel so much relieved tt handover is coming real sooooooon. Woohoo! But first, i hope the right ppl get the right pose for EDS exco 09/10. It was somewhat v insightful n enlightening to haf the nominees to voice out and wad they feel. Helps us seniors learn them better. Personally, i like mustika alot. She's so cute n capable. Heeh. Now i can fully focus on my studies. No productions to worry abt. & i believe the juniors had learnt alot from today. they shud know where they went wrong and why we got so flared up during preparations. (:  its not a girls society. Its EDS! <3 Flu flu flu. Im flu free now! (:
Chatted with jiat ytd after soooo long. I really miss her la. Hope can meet up with her soon. But we're both busy. I tink ive been playing FB more than ever. Bad bad. I cant stop. Im supposed to study for chem test today but i dun tink i will. Gg out soon for grand's and dinner. & i'll come back n sleep. Yupp. My bedtime is super early. Ten pm. Beat tt. LOL. I tot its supposed to be good to haf finished so many homeworks in advanced now but it seems like the effect is not as expected. Cos i completed so much. I dun feel the anxiety to hit the books or wadsoever. Guess tts y ive been playing so much. But its ok. I mean.. Finish homework, can play mah. Heh. Tmr i shall finish up poisson n normal distribution tutorial IF possible. Haha. Monday i usually dun do much homework. More of chatting n joking in the evening. Needa work on tt problem seriously. Oh yea. Tmr's monday. Sian. I hate the 3pm sun. Although i dun haf to any physical training, its bad enuff to stand/sit ard the grandstand are waiting for the class to end. My shirt always end up getting drenched with sweat cos of the super hot sun. I dun like... Anw, today's josh's birthday. HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, JOSHY MONSTER. Wish u a wonderful year as a nineteen-er. It sure will be fun. We'll be friends forever. Seldom talk to him nowadays. Its quite funny. Cos we see each other ard school but at times we treat each other as complete strangers. But i noe, deep down insode, we're still good old frens and nothing can change tt. Okay, josh. Next week we shall haf a good lunch togeda! (: & i didn get to meet alan. So sad. But nvm. So long as he's fine, its alright! (: |