I realise i dun haf much photos with her. So yea.


She n my toy (:

The baby is so active tt its damn hard to get a clear pic when he's awake.







Sleeping time! Woohoo.

Year 2008. Life's very much different from the past. & i didn rmb celebrating teachers day so advanced. Its only the 29th today. But yea. there was still the teachers' day mood. No lessons. Teachers somehow dressing up more casually then usual. Hope they enjoyed themselves. Its really a time for them to get some fresh air and relax. Tink they tried their best but we said nothing at all. LOL.

For one thing, it feels kinda odd not being back at BP this year. But i never regret. Cos i get to spend time with my loved ones. Haha. & i get to meet liwen too. Aft sooooo long. tink the last time i met her was on 3 may. The josh monster's bday. Hah. Oh mann. She has mouch more toned down. Less laughters. Hope its not the A level stress tts affecting her. Or she's just slowly blooming into an elegant lady. Heeh. Love her so much. Quite sad tt cudn spend much time with her. But yea. No regrets.

Sunday morning. Went for book sharing session. Interesting as usual. But i tink the facilitator is irritating. He tinks he knows everything when the purpose of the book sharing is to expose ppl's mind with different opinions abt the story from the rest of the group. Oh yea. The story's on Winterscape. Personally, i wud like it better if the story is a lil longer. But oh well, its oredi fantastic at its length. The ambiguity in it is v much favourable. Well, i love it. LOL. Its really nice to hear the different perspectives of ppl who read the story. Its v much apparent tt most adults tend to apply past experiences into everything they do while youth haf their own mindset. Can be anything random. Maybe tt is why some cant appreciate the volatility of youths. Each and everyone just wanna be different. But tts the nature. Some see it as rebellion. But i see it as just being unique or just a fresh concept of the human mind.

Im annoyed by my voice. Its hiding for no reason. Boo! I just cant stand the lack of communication. Im a verbal person! ): Haha. But im very much pleased to be able to share my opinions jnow. Heeh.

ENTPs are fortunate in that they have a wide range of capabilities. They are generally good at anything which has captured their interest. ENTPs are likely to be successful in many different careers. Since they have a lot of options open to them, ENTPs will do well to choose professions which allow them a lot of personal freedom where they can use their creativity to generate new ideas and solve problems. They will not be completely happy in positions which are regimented or confining.

See. I v much favour autonomy where i haf the freedom to do wadeva i want or have everything my way. I hate being controlled cos at the same time i dun control ppl. Being a thinker sometimes lead me to thining too much. Can be a lil bad for the health eh. & yeah, Im very much project oriented. The classroom system in sch dun seem to work for me. I just dun like it. Esp in tutorial classes where i catch no balls or just too tired for anythng. So i guess, yea. More consultations for me while i do my self-learning. Sorry to certrain teachers for my lackadaisical attitude in class. I very much appreciate ur fervour in teaching. I just cant absorb. I need more air. If u noe wad i mean. Hm.

Cold cold saturday. Super sian. Drowsed by the drugs i consumed, my time went pas while i was in laa laa land. Feeling much better today. Great! (: But i guess i still need a lil bit of rest. Cos im still kinda weak. Like ive not much energy. Can feel my body trembling when i stand. N hands shaking all the time. Oh mann. Trying my best to finish up all the homework i need to. Staying at home is just plain boring. LOl. even if i dun, not much diff i guess. Cos i'll be doing is homework and revision.

Promos less than month. Exciting. See if i can bring my econs up in a short time. A lil impossible But i hope i can atleast improve by a lil. Somebody help me. I tink i just cant force myself to absorb all the econs knowledge. Cant see to identify the prob. I noe it lies with me. Maybe its the timing. or maybe its the condition of the class. Shall i go for consultation? I dun wanna waste time consulting if it doesn really help me. Hm.

Feel kinda bad for not being able to make it for study session today. but i tink i shud be good and stayed at home. Tink its enuff tt i made my mum mad ytd for gg to sch instead of resting at home despite the doc's advice. So i must listen to her today. Even don wants me to rest. Ahh.. I miss him n i shall not make him worry.

A matter tt ive been thinking abt. The class. V much dispersed into cliques but at the same united. Funny how it goes. Guess theres no way to avoid cliques from forming. Well, ppl do really tend to get along with those of their "kind". No discrimination here Its just tt birds of feather flock together. Its somewhat good having it this way so there are lesser disputes or disagreements within the class. However, it is ultimately terrible when one starts to despise another for being less capable than he is. Some may not show. Tts good. (:

Hypocrite being out there. I hate your kind. If u befriend somewhat for ur own benefit, tt is plain disgusting. Dun call urself a good fren with the attempt to enslave humans. Im sorry if i ever been such an idiot who seem to care more abt herself than others. Its not true at all. I just dun want ppl to get me down. & if u cant get along with my frens or appreciate them, u just better scram. I care for them as much as i care for myself. Or maybe more. I can be harsh with words when i want to but tts only when u piss me off. I dun go ard pleasing ppl but if u tink everyword from me is so offending, tt just goes to show tt im not ur kind and im not pleased to be frens with u. I totally despise ppl who are full of themselves or just inhumane.

Okay. I cant stand it anymore. Shall sleep.

Night study everyday. (: I just love how the time is spent. Time well spent. The place is just perfect. Rite, darl?

Happy happy. Tink im so happy tonite. & i took so many pics with my dear. My printer's not working and i had to try so many times to connect my phone and get the pics here. But im still very much happy. Ytd was our third month. Kinda sad tt i had to rush off for my evaluation which went well. So overall. I had two joyous days. Woo!

Went out to buy dinner with don. LOL. See my masterpiece aft i cat fill myself anymore.

& look at the amt of noodles left.

& we had camwhoring session. LOL. Im not putting all. Scared its a lil too much. hoho. this is MY blog though.

Whahaha! My legs are cool.

Okay. Enough of pics.

Okay. Shant waste too much time. Maybe tmr can blog more. Wahh. I still have yet to finish reading the story for book discussion this sun. Bleah. Kinda eager to meet the book's writer though.

Theres physics test tmr. Woo! Tink its the earliest lec test i ever had. So no need waste time to wait so long. But tt also means tt revision for the test shud be somewhat completed right now. tink im done. I just needa practice doing some qn. i always forgo practicing qns. it just takes up too much time. I get easily bored doing the same things over n over again. Heh.

Theres so much econs stuff to be completed this weekend. Omg. I want die la. I dun understand a thing abt macroeconomics. Its just nonsense la. CIGX-M. I know nuts abt it. Boo. Nvm. i shall continue mugging. but im very much tired from the lack of sleep.

Time seems to pass quite slowly when im at home. Ahh. This sucks. How i wish every sunday can be like today. Sigh. Excluding the death of my grand aunt. Oh mann.

I don't wanna be without you
Dream without you
Walk without you
Talk without you baby

Never take a chance without you
Dance without you
Nothing is the same without you Baby

I could never deal without you
Heal without you
Begin without you
End without you

I'll lock up my heart
And throw away the key
If that's what it takes
To keep your love with me

Hm. Just got back from helping out with the Project Agape Two. Kinda tired. From 12 till like 7pm. response from the cck residents are overwhelming till we had to turn down ppl who came all the way down to donate their blood. Alot of funny incidents. guess tts wad make the whole thing less boring. Got to talk more with the other Kairos members. Happy!

Gotta thank yinlin for being such a darling. Tink if she didn help me buy me my drink and food i wud be starving like mad now. Theres no food at home and everybody's gone out for national ay dinner dunno where. Sad la. Im like left alone at home. Cant even talk to my dear. But atleast got to talk to him awhile with the help of guo liang. Thanx a bunch! felt so happy aft talking to him but tt only lasted for a few mins. Cos i started to miss him again so soon. :(

Was studying with mary, mei n kai kai at Macs in the morn. Woo! Its a productive one. Im glad i can finally settle down with studying. I must be an ACM. Almost chao mugger. LOL. Mugging is boring without frens. But nvm. Perseverance is the key to all. Shall continue studying aft blogging. Been rested quite enuff. Hope tmr's study session will still be on. I just wanna study study study for now. theres nothing else tt i can do. Fun is not so fun knowing tt my dear is suffering alone. :( Mann. I miss my man.

The weekends are back again. I so hate it. Boo! I want my don.

Me. Getting excited over my own plan to start studying hard for the upcoming promos. telling myself to mug fervently. Heh. A lil bit impossible. But hehe. Imma gonna show the whole that I can do it! Hybridisation of nike and adidas. Impossible is nothing so just do it! LOL.

The week's like totally draining. Ahhh.. Hate it mann. Going thru bouts of ups and downs. Terrible terrible. But i know of things that can keep me happy. So no worries. I will not get so depressed. Friends are just so sweet. Just a how are you? means so much. Love ya, sweeties.

Record-breaking. Think ive never been home so early for decades. LOL. Reached home like half past two today. The sun was a lil too hot but wadeva. Mind's preoccupied. hoho.

Today's such an upsetting day. But wadeva. Im getting over it. I have to. Guess suresh will tink im eccentric to just walk out of the class crying. But it was really a blow this morn. I mean, witnessing the road accident less than a metre away from me is really unexpected. I was terribly shocked. Tio stunned, standing down there alone looking at the scene for a few mins before getting back my senses to continue on waling to school. Yeah, im spastic. Heh. Thought it would be nice to slowly stroll to school n get over the shock. But getting scolded through the phone was really unfavourable. I just cant take it when ppl shout so loud. It makes me feel like tembling n just crying. Wahh. Sad sad me. Waited for open arms which never came. Sigh.

Pictures are pretty memories. Haha. Ive been looking at alot of them. N yeah. I really miss the past. But there's no way to keep on living with the past. True enuff they are great. but the present itself is even more better. Just tt we are more bothered by the things we go through. VEvery single thing tt happen means so much to us so as to cloud the beauty of the moment. Oh well. The past is there to learn from n the future is there to be built. See a bright one ahead. :)

As much as they say family is the most important thing anyone can haf. We still do rely alot on our friends. Theres such things as platonic love and its really a wonderful thing. Maybe some do not appreciate it as much as i do but it doesn matter. All i noe i love my frens and im grateful to haf each and every one of them in my life cos they do make a difference someway or another.

My best pals at prom. So cute rite.


Closely bonded. LOL.


N us five will stay togeda forever. :)










Then now 08S20.
The bestest family's the best.

oh mann. I dunno where's the pic with daddy inside.

awesome planes


the heart is so nice


my mum say i look horrible today cos im sick


k. pretty fireworks dun look so nice here. :(

Its a long weekend thanx to today. Hopefully i cant fully recover fast so i can start studying. Its just a few days left. Like v lil time to finish studying all. Tink many started mugging. Scary. Guess i shud rest more now.

Theres so many diff things i needa dedicate my time to now. Kinda irritating la. Cos i cant focus completely on my studies. Sigh. There's the bowling comp tmr. N ive to carry out my duty as a responsible sister who will make sure my mei is well prepared for her exams which falls on the same week as my promos. How great. Grrr. Sometimes i dun see why parents say they understand their children more than others can.

Today supposedly is a short school week for all but i believe its not. School's like stretched till so late every single day due to drama rehearsals. & phew. Finally its over today. Nat'l day celebration in school today wasn tt bad la. Guess it was planned so as to ensure tt audiences are engaged to wads planned for them so it wont be so boring. Haha. Actually i dun really noe wad audiences really felt. All i noe, the stage is a fun world.

wow. see them boys can enter the girls changing room without guilt

chin hou n teng yu so proud of it even

act cute

cross guttered socks

pre performance. All getting ready.

make up artist for the day

the one who cant stop posing

LOL

okay. the make up sucks.

but drama stays fun

my son in the play

joanne, archana, me

Thats all from the drama mamas. I haven gotten the rest of the pic from other cameras. Sigh. I guess its really a good time to get sick. Like exactly when i wanted to start being ACM-like. Its a long weekend. I should be studying. But dun tink i can study tt well. My immune system's not defending me at all. Im like falling sick every week but tink its quite bad this week. With rising temperature, blocked throat n bloody coughs. Urgh. Its just so disgusting for me to clear my throat and spit out blood. Oh well, myra. Get well soon! :)

& its frustrating when u've no choice to do things when u dun want to. Not like i dun wanna help. But i just dun feel right. Its so uncomfortable. Sigh.

Those pretty fireworks.