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Woo!! Theres no school tmr but i dun think i haf any free slots. Im a busy woman. LOL! I shall have a good rest this labour day and not make it so labourous. If theres any such word.

08S20 got into the finals for the poetry-in-motion competition. Im not glad about it at all though. Think im too busy to spare time for tt and none from the five names submitted is enthu abt it la. Bleah. Really didn expect to pass through the first round with tt lame poem. Bleah.

My eyes is telling me tt it has no mood to stay awake for me so i guess i should really have an early night. Its not even 9pm and i thought the clock is ticking to 11pm. Im just sooooo tired. :(

I dun really have much to write actually. Not quite. i guess im just to tired. Maybe i'll just put some pics.

Scandalous! lol.

interesting fashion

they forgo their seats for hotdog buns

hello ivan! :)

naughty baby sister

08S20 creation!

darren giving the darren the power of physics

woah! Darren can do magic! :)

when a guy and a guy shows affection..

and drama has made life so hectic. but FUN. with childish ppl. and CRAZY ones.

while waiting for our scenes at backstage

just snap any crazy moments

when theres only litters left in school, we're still there

even the J1s are working hard together with us

simple words mean alot!

a lil encouragement goes a long way..

OKAY. Im done for the day. BYE!

I am freaking tired! I think ive stretched my arm a lil too much. Boo! Why is my arm so short and the set is super heavy la. Supposed to carry tt white cube. My arm cant even reach the sides when hug it close to my body la. Shall go for arm extension to make it longer. LOL! Maybe i shall train carrying weights and gain more muscles.

Econs essay is dued tmr and ive not started on it. I must must MUST sleep by 11pm. So, good luck to me. Think i will just anyhow do tmr if i cant complete by tonight. And tmr's physics prac is changed to tutorials. that means, theres a need to prepare tutorial qns. Oh yea, think darren tan is gg thru the physcis test we sat for tt day. I got a freaking 12. Like omg! I tink this is my worse test ever. But nvm. Shall not dwell on it or anything. Its just a test. Shall use the mid yr papersa s the real gauge for my understanding in physics. :)

Wednesday wednesday wednesdayyyy!! Tmr's wednesday la. Cant wait. Cos i tink tts the only day, drama end a lil early cos we start out earlier. but tts not really wad im happy abt. The thing is.. theres not much lesson on wednesday. And theres a long break following our two tutorials. YAY! Okay. I think my sanity had depleted togeda with my energy.

Was tt monday blues? I oso dunno. Doesn really seem down in anyway. Just a lil too exhausted maybe. Tt i didn haf the slightest mood to study. Now im so prepared to get a single-digit for the chem test jnow. Boo! First question wasn hard at all la. but i was immediately stunned the moment i tried to attempt it. So i decided to skip all the way to the last question and start doing the test from the back. In the end, i think i finally understood how the question needs to be done.

My new best friend seems to get more comfortable with me and cant stop talking. But i guess he's genuinely happy tt atleast he has someone to talk to. I somehow feels tt he needs some kinda help la. And i feel the need to help. Hmm.. I oso dunno how. I tink its his mindset which is a lil offkey. Not in the crazy way but its just different la. Like he cant accept it when somebody tells him off. Then he will just be abusive with words, grit his teeth and all la. Aiyo. But other than tt, i can sense a good person in him la.

So much to be completed within this week and i feel so dead cos i didn complete much during the weekends. Tmr, surely reach home late again cos we will haf another trip to AC for rehearsals. Bleah. Then tt means i gotta complete as much as i can now and during breaks. Oh yea. the new sets and props are finally ready. Cant wait to see them. heh. i think cubes will be nicer with light. Ahh..

Josh finally decided where to go. Town. To play pool, walk ard, haf dinner and maybe go pub. LOL! I think its joan's and yiyao's idea. But omg, it had just registered in my mind. Theres so few of us who will be eighteen by then la. It wont be fun if not everyone can join in. Maybe shud wait till my loverboy's birthday on 10 dec. HAHA! Then everybody can enter liao. But in the first place, will alan even wanna join us into the pub? lol.

Anyway, i suddenly feel grateful to haf darren tan as my civic tutor. Cos he's just so caring. Its v obvious tt he's a very organised and disciplined person la. He dress abit slopily though with his baggy pants. but then, his life revolves around planning la. And he like tries his best to make us adopt his habit which are apparently useful. Like how to plan and how to make them work. And when he was going through planning skills jnow, i feel quite bad la. Cos he's like desperate to make things work out. And things in class doesn really seem to go his way. He even haf a roster as to who must sit in the front row for tutorials. So funny la.

A few of us suspect that he doesn really like jiat ying cos she gave him attitude. But then, she's the CM leh. And i tink ms tay is getting irritated by me. Okay okay. I guess we should start proving ourselves as good leaders in class.

LOL. I think my blog looks very weird on safari. Its like all the fonts are standardised. But i guess its nice for a change. Cos safari seems much much faster. And more convenient with auto spell check. :) Maybe i shall stick with firefox for blogging and use safari for the rest. Its power is speed. The irony. Cos im not exactly one who loves to rush. Just a lil impatient when it comes to waiting maybe. lol. But really.. its irritating to blog with safari. The html codes are a hell lot different. Like wadda hell are "Apple-style-span" But really. I think its nice to haf changes. Nothing remains the same anw. I wanna change blog layout again soon when im inspired. :)

So.. theres two tests tmr. How cool i hope somebody in class can just voice out and postpone one of them. Well.. its for the benefit of the whole class luhh. Im not selfish. Dun mind taking the test unprepared cos wadeva marks i get, i kinda asked for it la. Haha. However, it seems like the whole class haven really got to prepare for the tests since theres like never-ending assignments and they're rushing their PIs. Jiayou, people!

The coming special number THREE is dear josh's bday. Whee! Another mini-gathering. I wanna see michele n liwen. They werent there on e-learning day. I miss them, mann. And we still haven decided on where to go for dinner. So..

m y r a says:

lets go... SWENSENS

m y r a says:

lol

|-josh-| [semper.fidelis] Induce change says:

AHAHAHA

|-josh-| [semper.fidelis] Induce change says:

but ya'll are banned from there!

|-josh-| [semper.fidelis] Induce change says:

u and yinlin

LOL. Sadded. Our atrocious appetite caused us misery. Haha! Oh well. U can take away the food but not the craving. If you noe wad i mean. Heh.

I am so sleepy from sleeping late ytd. And i think i shud really do some work before sleeping. Not much time left though since i needa sleep by 11pm. I cant break my promise.

I had almost forgotten what i said a few months back. Almost. But now its clear in my head. I shall always look at the world, seeking the good things in everything. Be contented with everything. Love everyone around me for who they are and i gotta love myself before i start to love others well. I may have took sometime before realising my purpose in life. But now, I shall strive to fulfil my potential. :)

TGIF! Had a good time laughing at how "makcik" hussaini was. And hariz, if im bitchy, u are the bestest MINAH ever. Hahaha! Now im back at home sweet home. feel kinda relieved. But frustrated at the same time cos my shampoo and shower foam and everything seems to run out. I didn haf the time to stock up and i tot they could last me for maybe another two weeks. Boo! Nvm. Shud get them soon. I think i should really take a good rest this weekend and get my assignments and all sorted out. No study date this weekend. Anybody wanna to date me? LOL.

I haven really blogged properly ytd. Was quite in a rush but in the end, didn really sleep early cos i was like writing a long "essay". Just a long hopefully-motivational letter for don. I think i get really happy when i get to touch others life or just do any good. Haha! My new "best friend" is really a nice person lor. I think he changed alot la. He just had lil teeny weeny attitude problem. but he had changed for the better. And he talks nicely to me, cos i treat him well. And i cud see that he was trying his best to be nicer. Like showing his colourful hockey ball to me, offering food and the best.. Waiting for me to finish my food and then carry my bag. Hong kai rocks! LOL. Now ive to learn to like one more person in class. Then i can really say i love 08s20 to the max! Class is just a hell lot of fun even though the assignments and tests are like stressing us out. Okay. I seemed to haf forgotten my dear 07s15 and my pae classes 07s25 n 08s17. But i really don't. Im missing alot of ppl la. Just needa find the time to spend more time and haf catch ups. :)

Life seems so much different now la. In and out of school. Time really changes everything i guess. Changes is a constant thing in life. So i guess everybody should identify the changes, adapt, continuing working towards ur goal. :) Im kinda relieved tt im not in the econs remedial group anymore this year. Hey, i did well for test! WOW! but theres the compulsory newly implemented GP lecture. And there goes my early school dismissal on thurdays.

08s20 is progressively getting more bonded and united even though cliques are forming. heh. but its really good tt the class is getting bonded. It helps making every session as a class very enjoyable. Today's so-called forum was super funny and enjoyable. The front panel ppl were really trying to smoke their way thru. And i tink we make no sense at all. Haha! And james even get the FHM magazine as his reference cos he was so-called a doctor.

Angel n mortal game!! I just feel super curious to know who's my angel la. Just so curious. I dunno wad to do for my mortal though. Ask him shut up? Heh. So mean la. lol. I think some ppl think tt im damn right mean to the max. But i think im not. cos i love to say wadeva i want just for the fun of it. Deep inside, i noe wads right and wads wrong la ofcos.

Oh yea. I have so many pics which i wanna delete from my phone le. So here are some of them.

one of the three groups of latecomers for tt day. Cool rite.

daddy arranges things from big to small in her bag :)

ms tay, our cool gp teacher! :)

the irony. LOL.

the walls are so pretty in the ACJC centre of the arts theatre.

we explored the prohibited sites. oops.

marvin aka mary the maid carrying the bags

class lunch

i look insane

mary!

cool hairstyle. credits to the wind.

see the FHM mag.

okay. retarded me.

Now i feel super tired and sleepy. I haf super ugly eyebags. And i super hate them. Cos they feel super uncomfortable. LOL! My upper body kinda aches from pe. Ran only for three rounds today cos i almost emptied my stomach's content. It was so scary la. Was doing the crunches and suddenly "bluerghhhh". Lucky pam was behind me to "send" me to the teacher. Haha! So in the end, this lil pig will remain a pig.

like OMG!! Im finally taking some time off my super hectic schedule. Sometimes i cant believe myself. I was so busy (still am) tt i had no time to even use the comp to do some impt stuffs. And now i just haf to do them. And i since so many asked me to, i haf to update my blog.

Well.. Im just super super exhausted. And feel kinda panicked la. Theres so many things to do. And ive not been paying much attention to my homeworks. Cos there isn much time or energy to do every night aft drama. I feel quite worried for myself la. I cant like wait for two weeks till syf over than complete everything. There must be a way out. Hm.

Kinda hyper today though. :) Cos im finally WELL. Can u spell that? W-E-L-L!!! Woohoo.. No more emo face. Like wad josh calls it. No more whining of "i wanna go home. i seriously feel like dying.." I tink i irritated alot of ppl with that. Yeah heh. Can finally see jiat ying tmr. She wasn in sch for more days than me luhh. Aiyo. CM must jiayou hor!! We all miss you. :) take phy test with me tmr. lol.

I was just lacking of alot of rest tt my body decided to surrender. lack of so much sleep tt i almost reach the stage of hallucinating. Or maybe even reached. LOL! And i always feel like flying. And migraine attacks me without weapons. Now i needa sleep early everyday. And it doesn seem sufficient at times. Oh well. I cant afford to fall sick again.

Okay. Think i shudn spend so much time here. Shud atleast complete maths and physics before turning in.

Oh yea. I think my smses are wasted alot on relays la. Class relay and drama relay. Im getting annoyed. Boo!

I shall chiong this weekend. Dissolve tt pile of stupid gong ke. Cos i noe i wont be able to do much during the weekdays considering drama's gonna be everyday except monday. It doesn make any difference though. Cos i do end late on monday. Hmm.. Food ban for drama all the way till SYF. Tts so gonna stop me from being a yao gui or a pig. But nvm.

Im not studying with the S17 gang tmr cos ive another plan. Maybe just for this week la. Hope things go fine tmr. Im just so tired tt i tink im gg to sleep right after this with this stupid migraine.

Okay. Im gg to study at the airport tmr. Anybody wanna stalk me? HAHA!

I. Haf been a super lazy pig. I. Had exhausted myself a lil too much unnecessarily. I. Am getting a lil bit anxious in the progress of the drama body as a whole. I. Kinda hate myself at the moment for having a brain which doesn seem to need a break. COS I DUN THINK I NEED TO THINK OF ALL THE THINGS IM THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW.

Bleah. I think ive successfully stressed myself out. The temptation to take up my old habit of procrastination is overwhelming. I could have resisted. But i let it have me. Now the guilt inside me is growing bigger and bigger and has stated to grate the walls around my heart &lungs & intestines. Ok, crap.. I wanna get out of this mann. Can somebody help? Uh. And they say the greatest fear in every soul is the fear of being too powerful. Is that really so? Well okay. It kinda make sense. You see, im scared tt every single act i do is so powerful tt the consequences are too huge for me to deal with.

Mixed emotions. I seriously dunno why. And to lil sister: I seriously appreciate tt u never failed to show your concern but really, im fine. I think.

I miss the times when i was the one she's always proud of. I miss the times when I was his only lil girl. And i miss the times when i dun have to worry about his health. I miss the times i could tell u truly that i love you. And i miss the times when i can tell u i miss you. I just miss the times when I don't have to be sad thinking about happy moments.

Today was a super long day. Cos of GP enrichment but i tink it was worth my time. The movie, "i am David" was super nice. I nearly cried la. And it was an exciting day apart from me complaining abt the emergency evacuation exercise which took like 50 mins of my breaktime. It was freaking hot. And it forced the ppl who were eating to just leave their food at the canteen tables. Tt includes me mann. waste of money on tt food.

i tink jiat ying was suoer funny la.
She doesn suit candice bag.
And NOBODY, queues up with their bags on.

im always looking retarded

Bleah.

lil sister and darren!!

UMBRELLA fiesta!

me n my lil sis

daddy watching her bleach

me with lil sister and daddy
LOVE THEM!! :)

kenneth, jare'el and james

aww.. lil sister and a guy called jare'el

how i see DRAMA.

Elearning day wasn tt fun actually. So many ppl in the end cudn make it. And josh had to leave so early. I spent like half the day trying to fix the comp. Then the server lag like a dunno wad. Shall give feedback to the school. Negative ones. Haha. Ive not done econs and maths but who cares. So troublesome la. I rather go school and haf pe and end at 4pm and then meet the rest.

Day out at causeway point jnow was kinda interesting although we didn do much. went shopping for zul's gift. And tt meant tt we went to shop for hush puppies briefs. Talk abt embarrassment. LOL!! Then it was just takeing pics all the way before priniting out instant photos at the photo shop down there.

Aiyo. I actually no mood to type today. So tired. And upset. Nvm. Try again tmr. Now let the pics do the talking. And i noe i look weird and fat. Cos ive been eating like a pig these few days. Im a Yao Gui!!! Jnow at Pizza hut ate like three slices of pizza plus two chicken drumlets and garlic bread and the soup if the day!! Cool rite. lol.