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08S17 to be cont'd.. we seem to be never ending luhh. And tts a really good thing. Built to last. Haha! Okay. So there was like a mini class-outing jnow. Actually, it was just to collect our class tee frm Queensway Shopping Centre. Finally cud see Bryan and junxi after so long. And they were wearing their respective school uniform. Somehow the way they wear it makes PJ uniform looks so much nicer. Heeh. Sad tt zijian had to leave to meet his gf cos he missed out on a lot of fun. Oh well, not like he can meet her everyday. So nvm.

Maybe when i get the pictures from leonard, i'll upload some here. Heh. But most of them are stupid pics of me. Super unglam shots luhh. Leonard is super irritating today!! Its like somehow he could capture every funny lil' thing i do la. But nvm. Going ard IKEA was kinda fun. And kenneth made a classic mann. OMG!! I can just laugh non-stop tinking of wad he had done. So clown. See la. Who ask you guys to be so childish. LOL!

I tink tmr nite i shall really study. But its friday night mann. And theres cross country tmr aftnoon. I heard felicia's coming to PJ. And bryan can come too since he's ending school early tmr cos of Founders Day. :) Yeah mann. We'll run togeda. BUT. Theres pe in the morning too. So i guess, tmr i'll be running over 6 km??

Ahh. I dun wanna be lonely. The feeling sucks mann. I need my friends. I dunno wads bothering me but even zijian could sense it. Yeah. Myra emo. But she doesn noe why. So dun worry. Oh. Myra's a happy girl. Everybody sees that.

I hope alan's fine. Whenever he tells me he's feeling so stressed, i just feel worried. And he's so sweet luhh. Cos he tried to look for me in the canteen but sadly, i left.

And yinlin, I pity you darling. Hope things get better for you. Just rmb tt everything happens for a reason. And tts why im here. :)

Tmr, its gg to be another boring day. No more lessons aft ten. I tink mass lecture weeks are a waste of time la. Theres like so much time to slack, tt even when u just cant study well at a certain time of the day, u kinda force urself to do it. Oh well, its kinda nice to confine urself to a study cubicle. Like all u can see is wood. If ur brain pauses for a moment, u can just stone there alone peacefully. Oh well. Maybe i shall do it again tmr. Anw, the 08S17 gang is also studying. COOL but kinda weird. Heh.

I just feel so tired today. Drama session was like so long today. But nvm. Cos the next drama session for me will be the Wednesday aft next week. Heeh. Thanx to the J2s. All the best for ur tests mannnzzz. Anw, i tink sum of the J1s were scared off by us. Not purposely de. Husaini la!! So mad abt sumthng.. Then we were just bitching all the way. Exposing the politics. Oh well. Politics happen everywhere. So yea.

And im now lagging so behind my study schedule la. Thanx to the orientation and the piggy me during the weekends. Oh mann. Tt means i still haf to study for the first few days of March hols. Then i gotta sacrifice some parts of my social life. I wanna go shopping!! I wanna spend time with my friends!! Hmm.. And zulie woolie.. we shall celebrate ur bday a mth aft ur bday yea. Haha! So okay. GO MYRA!! :)

And i hate fakers. Rawr.

Woohoo! Dun haf to report for drama tmr since my scene not involve in tmr's rehearsals. Guess i shud flee off to study in the aftnoon. Lessons ending as early as 10.30am tmr. Shall slack the two hours while waiting for school gate to be open. Maybe haf "OG time" again. LOL!

I tink 08S17 was super high today. Well, it was nice. Pretending to be in an OG. having stupid icebreaking games and dancing togeda outside the CCA rooms. Hahaha!! And we were quite a nuisance in the LT during chem and phy lecture. Some of the guys were like singing all our college songs and national day songs during chem lect la. So funny! Actually, our class weren v noisy. The three girls from dunno where who sat near us were the ones who just kept laughing and talking v loudly. They just kept making noises even though the whole LT was quiet and we got the lecturer staring at our direction. I bet the lecturer must be tinking tt they're part of us la. Irritating! Mr Lum was lecturing for physics. And we were like playing all the way. Super childish la. Hitting one another and taking away one another's stuffs without them realising. heh. I tot now its the time for serious studying. But it seems like we're all not settled yet.

Spent a few hours outside sanctuary watching ppl trying out for cue sports. It was kinda boring actually. But then, i saw 07S18 having pe in the hall. So i was watching them from above. And, yea. Loverboy's stamina not bad luhh. Haha!! and i tink his character is just so cute lor. Even Don tinks so. LOL! So when his class was done with PE, i went off to the study are at CCKCC to meet yinlin. Didn study much lor. Like not in the mood. It was like so hot. And my tummy is at doscomfort. Feeling so nauseaus. Bleah.

LOVE!! :)

I guess i was just so exhausted.. Im like a pig this weekend. All i do is sleep and eat and sleep and eat.. LOL! But really la, I was awake for only 7 hours ytd. The rest of the time, i was sleeping. And today, i woke up at like 1pm although i slept quite early the day before. OMG!! Wondering wads happening to me. Im like so sleepy again now.

I wonder if i'll get scolded tmr. Oh well.. come what may. I really cudn be bothered oredi la when they kept calling me on saturday morning to report for CIP at Taman Jurong CC. Number one, i was just too tired. Number two, i wudn be able to get there on time even if i rushed. So yea, i just smsed saying i wasn feeling well and then forget abt the whole CIP thingy. Heh. Not like ive not done much CIP. The CIP hours from administrating Project Agape tt day shud be enuff. And even before tt, ive accumulated at least twenty hours. Okay. I noe tt was so irresponsible of me. I swear i wont do it again. Heeh.

And ive just printed out the appeal letter to stay as a class. Cant wait to see my lovely 08S17 kids tmr. Theres mass lectures which i feel like skipping. But i noe i shudn. Haha! cos its like setting a super bad example to the rest. Lectures bores me out though. Cos its practically a repeat of last yr's. Sigh.

Finale ytd was awesome. I was with zijian, don, joshua, tian fong and eric the whole time. Im like a full-time crasher cos i seriously dun feel the least attached to my OG28. Its like, they damn sian la. So quiet. There are nice ppl. But they're just too quiet. And im sure my OGLs cud do a much much btr job. Bleah. Well, wadeva. I totally pangseh my OG for the campfire. Haha!! They cant contact me in any way anw. The contact list damn cool la. There's evryone's name including mine. There's everyone's birth dates, handphone numbers an email address too. But not mine. LOL!!

I prefer to be in OG kairos and OG zero luhh. Although these two OGs are self-created by us, we're more fun and enthusiastic!! Well, OG kairos are made up of retainees and OG zero is made up of students who appeal back to PJC from other jcs. I joined these two OGs and had real fun. Only crashed OG 9 for awhile only. And tts just to find don, zijian, eric, joshua and tian fong. Cos they all crashed tt OG since leonard is one of the OGLs.

The best thing ytd is.. I dun haf to dance with my dance partner who cudn really get the dance steps. And i dun haf to dance with kenny who's so willing to dance with me but abit weird. Heh. So i danced togeda with the OG zero ppl for the fun and cute dance. Since they can be done in a circle. Mass dance, with zijian. And we did the tango perfectly. Cool! My dance partner so noob la. Cant even do a perfect tango.

And then they played such an emo song towards the end of finale. And we get so emo. Some of us actually cried cos it was junxi's last day in PJC. He'll be studying in NYJC. Boo! So sad la. Now theres 19 of us in pj since junxi gg nyjc and bryan gg acjc and the rest go poly.

OG zerooooo!!

08S17 before jx leave. sob sob.

Steven n I. :)
I tot he wanted to do sumthng funny when he asked to take a pic with me la. Luckily he didn. I tink u did a good job as an OGL dude!!

OH!! And i gotta thank so many ppl. Esp wandi, vijay, hendra and the whole group of malay J1 senior guys. They seriously confronted those guys who bullied me ytd halfway through the finale. I was so scared la. Cos they were damn scary. And i tink they freaked those guys out. Haha! Cool. So many guys standing up for me. And thanx, Don for shouting ard "Myra kena whack!!" and asked so many ppl to get revenge on my behalf. So sweet la. And Raam, for telling his group of frens to hit those bullies if they are Bryan's true frens. LOL!! Im so touched.

Sun burnt nose. Bruised and swollen cheeks. Cool? Sian ah.

Super tired today but i had fun actually. However, im so pissed off luhh. Come home, parents think i had a fight in school. Is my attitude tt bad tt im prone to haf enemies and gang fights everywhere. Bleah.

Im so gonna find those idiotic guys who threw the waterbomb directly at my face. It was seriously painful luhh. Almost knocked me out la. The momentary blackout, stinging eyes and blurred vision. Nearly cried lor but didn ofcos. I was too shocked. War game haven even started and i was oredi wet. Stupid guys la! So ungentlemanly. They poured packets of water over hilda too. We wanna demand public apology!! Okay. We r sounding a bit too petty. But yea.. Then i went to inform some ppl abt it and the news just spread. And not long after, so many guys were out to get revenge for me. How sweet. War game was then like seriously war luhh. Heh.

And to 08S17!!! I love u guys loads and loads and loads!!! U guys seriously damn sweet la. U guys show so much care and concern. :) Esp, zijian, don, jun xi, joshua, leonard, eric.. Uhh. OMG!! Theres like one never ending list. So forget it. I just love them la!!

Not forgetting yinlin!! My darling damn sweet oso. Wanna come back to school just for me. Love you, babe!!

Jnow's game was fun la actually. The 'everlasting hope' game makes my butt even more painful uhh. And its so hard to burst the water bombs just by sitting on it. And shahrul keeps calling me a bimbo cos i cudn really stand the sun. Idiot. He ah.. come up with crazy ideas like filling waterbomb with hot water. But atleast he didn sabo me when i was blindfolded. I was well defended and guided by him. Heeh.

And tmr, im gg to miss some part of orientation again cos of drama. Oh well. Atleast its fun rehearsing the "deal or no deal" scene. Get to stand on the chair and feel taller. LOL.

Hmm.. Atleast i wont miss out campfire. We're gonna dance like mad. The mass dance, fun dance and cute dance. Woo woo woo!! Tt'll be super fun la. but wad abt my dinner?? i paid for the food mann. Sigh. hope can be released earlier from drama. Heh. Hope my face gets btr. :)

Oh yea. Talking abt dance. I dunno y, but im hearing alot complaining abt weird dance partners. LOL. Im so not gonna dance with my new partner luhh. 08S17 gonna make our own circle and dance togeda. Yeah, baybeh. Oh. And wilfred still rmb me as his first dance partner. He was like telling the crowd proudly, "I danced with myra! She's such a beauty. You guys must take care of her yea." Seriously, LOL!! I wanted to like run and hide my face la. Such things coming out from the president of SC. OOOOoooh..

First day of orientation went well. I dunno why the other J1 seniors hate it so much. I enjoyed myself. Guess its becos i was just being optimistic and just joined in wadeva they prepared for us. I skipped the boring subject talks though. Its like so damn boring and useless. Not like i can change subj combi. Survived principal talk by talking to Dominic. He's fun to talk to luhh.

Made new frens. :) Got pretty girls lor. Nice to see. No good looking guys in my og though. Haha! Im sounding like a bi now. But really la. I like to look at pretty girls. But not bitchy ones. Heeh. Played ice breaking games. Got to know more ppl. For example, shahrul. Only knew he existed like last week la. LOL. The malay community in PJ is like seriously alien to me. Heh. And i actually went to the MCS booth jnow. To play congkak. Hahaha!! And i was like wearing the drama wings. The irony. And i realised tt the frens of the 08S17 guys noe me too even though i dunno them. Haha!! So i unrealisingly haf more frens than i tot. LOL. Saying HI almost everywhere i go is making me seem too popular for a J1 girl. Ahh!! Must protect my identity. Haha!! Sicne the J1s really tink im a newbie even though i was wearing the pj uni today. Heeh. They'll find out soon anw.

Eric and zi jian came back to PJC!!!!!! Woo!! Im just so happy luhh. I dunno why but 08S17 can seriously make me emotional. When zi jian and don saw each other, they actually started crying la!! See how bonded we r. then i was at the DRAMA booth when i saw zi jian and he saw me. And we just ran to each other and started screaming, screaming, screaming and hugged. Omg!! It was madness la. But just cudn help it, i dun tink anybody else noes how we feel unless they're part of 08S17. And eric was like tearing when he wrote the appeal letter. Gosh..

Now there are like 20 students from 08S17 staying in PJC. How cool. we're so goonna appeal to stay as a class. Then no other classes can beat our class unity. Its like within a super short period, we are so close to each other le. Only a few left PJC. Those who went poly, ive no say la. And its so cute how we tried to squeeze into one table in the middle of the canteen to eat togeda when everybody was like sitting at joint tables, having lunch and og time with their OGs.

Things seem to get better. I thank god. :)

So tired tired tired. But im sorta happy somehow. Heeh. And i must must must sleep before 11.30pm tonight. My dark circles are getting super obvious. My butt is in pain now. Thanx to some nthng btr to do guys and their domino effect. Its like so entertaining to them to see me fly. So mean la. Then can still keep asking y im so small and light. I was really so shocked the last time they did it la cos i really flew to the ground. I was just talking to joshua, not facing them and wham bang! I was on the floor with one push. Dun really noe who was exactly the one to be blamed so i didn scold anyone luhh. Bryan was a great comfort though. :) Thanx yea despite being one of the irritants too.

Lido was like almost empty. And we acted like we own the whole place. And i saw the security guard laughing at our stupid jokes. Lunch was funny. I dunno y they love to tease jen boon abt food and fats and oranges. LOL. So mean but entertaining. It ended late but we still headed for queensway despite the needto get back to school. Heh. And steven went back school straight away. Felt kinda guilty to haf pang seh him. But they were all so irritating. Kept bullying me.

before buying the movie tickets

don dressed so cutely luhh

gays. lol.

interesting signboard. lol.
We actually planned to do a dare on it bt cancelled since zi jian left early.

v hard to get a decent pic

totally gays

i dunno y they love to bully me

look at how they sit in the movie theater

queensway shopping centre

okay. this is blur.

And i reached drama like an hour late. Just on time for rehearsals. Coach was kinda miffed at my group. cos we didn update the script enuff. We seriously find it okay, but he doesn luhh. Oh well, we didn noe who is ooliver stone anw. Heh. So we had to like go out of the mpr5 and work summore on the script. Heh. So ma fan.

bloody hell husaini doing his chem

see how "happy" paul is

seriously into work

'im just so tired. can i not bother doing this'
Can see my dark circles la!!

Boo! Desmond. Boo!
Coach has a tattoo. Didn manage to get a shot of it. Heh.

Well, okay. Now sleep myraaaaaaaaaaaaa!! Theres orientation tmr. Hehe. New intake, sticky situations. LOL! I saw alot of melayu girls names jnow on the board luhh. Bleah. Ponning talks, joining fun stuffs only. Wheee!

Last day of PAE!!! Boo hoo hoo hoo hoo... haha! well, okay. Day went fine i guess. Even though i feel sickish now. Ran only two rounds for PE. Tts like WOAH!! Splendid! :) And then played soccer. Grass was super slippery and almost everybody slipped and fell. I almost fell into the grass but i tink got warrior. LOL! I tink Zhi Kai got hold of my hand just on time to save me from falling. Phew! Haha! I tink PE was ok la. but i tink the PE we had last yr during PE was much more fun. 07S25 against 07S24 (sylvester's class) Hehehe. But then, tt was seriously an aggressive game even though there were more girls playing then.

I tink i successfully grew much much darker today after looking at the mirror. Guess its thanks to playing basketball with some of the 08S17 ppl right in the middle of the day. 12 noon. Great! But i really enjoyed myself. So i dun mind. Just tt i feel feverish. I tink its the hot sun jnow.

Oh yea. Had fun wearing BP uniform again. Haha!

The last few moments of lunch at our "second canteen". Before Junxi treated all of us to sweettalk. :)

Now are pics with every single one who came for chem tutorial

YI SIEW.

The smallest girl in class!! v work-oriented. But good la. Gets us back to work when we float far away.

IVA.

Ivalaalaalaa.. Haha! Always disturb her. But she's a nice lady. Great PE companion too. Hockey trainings trains her stamina. Great motivator! :)

FELICIA.

Oh mann. The card she gave me was so sweet and touching la. Will really miss this quiet but funny girl. We'll meet up yea! But it'll be hard since she'll be in poly. :(

CHRISTINE.

The hardworking girl. Since u're staying in PJ! will see you ard school. heeh. Hopefull still smae class luhh.

JEN BOON.

The girl who can really take crude jokes. Damn zai la! Cos the last thing on earth i would ever need is a petty girl. Heeh.

BRYAN.

Youngest boy in class! But doesn look like one. LOL! Nice guy la. But loves to bully me. And the thing he wants me to rmb him of is his PUNCH. So dumb la. haha!

KASH.

Okay. LOL! I always make fun of him cos ehehe.. Shall not say. But its fun asking him qns related to his hair, turban etc. Hahahaha!!

ZI JIAN.

He looks like Yee Min to me. even shirley says so. Anw, his gg NYJC. So zul, take care of him. Hahaha!! V nice guy la. Glad u're fine now. Can always come and talk to me okay?? I noe u love me. I love u too! Haha!!

DON.

My round ball! LOL! Yeah. Another staying one.. Good good. We'll go pon wadeva stuffs tt we dun wanna attend. Heeh. And really thanx la!! U're actually v sweet one. I tink u're very reliable actually. A good friend to everyone. I seriously can see luhh. From the way u try to stop me from telling u how bad ur fren is, but never even scold me. Strongly neutral. Cool!

ZHI KAI.

Never see him in BP before. But nvm. Now we're seeing. Haha! And he's damn funny la. I tink he;s a shy guy. Takes time to open up.

JUN XI.

The one who hates being called cute. LOL! And i tot he grew fatter each day cos of the amount tt he eats. But now i noe tt actually, he's slimming down. He was a giant mann. Scary. And he say he eat v lil' now. I can faint la. His portions are humongous.

JOSHUA.

Jordan's brother!! He sound like Jordan but doesn act like one la. He seriously damn blur one. But ttmakes it enjoyable to haf him ard. haha!

STEVEN.

The very sporty one. Heh. I honestly tink he's good looking with brains. Haha! Oh well.. He plays soccer alot. But i tink when it comes to work, he does it right. Responsible i shud say?

KENNETH.

One of the first guys in class who talked to me quite alot and let me noe more abt him. Saw a good friend in him. But weirdly, not really talking much now.

DOMINIC.

He reminds me of vincent. Not the looks. But character. I was actually tinking, isit a dunearn thing?? LOL! But really la. I tink he's the kind who will talk to u when u talk to him and only aft tt will u find tt he;s fun to talk to. Well.. I didn try to crap the way i crapped with vin.

CHEM TUTORIAL

Mr Tong's wallpaper is our class pic luhh. How sweet. he just loves our class.

Our favourite teacher, Tong tong!!

Mr tong was kinda upset woth our attitude in class but was okay left tt. I like him alot la. he's the kind who'll scold there and end there. He'll just forget wadeva tts happen aft tt and u can continue having fun.

Arm wrestling!!! One of the things i used to do in sec sch. So cool! But now, my elbow hurts aft wrestling cos of that volleyball injury. Oh mann.. it seems like its gonna stay with me for life. :( I miss vball training la!! I wanna play vball soon.

Well.. Now its class pics. :)

i dunno wad i was doing

don n jx bouncing off each other

zijian

loitering ard the rooftop.

mr tong looks cute!!

Then we all left for home, classes etc. And i went to the canteen to study. Liwen came!! And she finds peejay a condusive place for learning. Tts cos its like windy all the time, everywhere. and there are like abundance of tables and chairs at almost every corner of the school.

My artwork and yinlin's on josh's arm. ' I am desperate for girls' HAHA!

Liwen and yinlin

we so TIGHT friends.

See liwen do the one to ten..

HAHAHA!! My darling v cute hor. I love her so much.. :)

And lets see who'll really believe Alan's my lover since they refuse to believe his my best friend/ TIGHT friend. Summore if anyone asked, both of us will just say "yes, we're lovers" LOL! Damn funny. Yeah. And i always take the opportunity of him being my lover to see Mr SJI. Haha! and i tot i say im not interested anymore.