The holidays are as usual. Boring. Tts cos I haf to stick ard at home with nothing interesting to do. And household chores are deemed as not optional. Its plain irritating to do something which just keep adding up and u feel no sense of accomplishment when u’re done cos it’ll always leave me exhausted. Well.. maybe not very tired physically. But mentally, im dead. There has been a whole lot of thing tt I had to do. So no more for me.

I feel like sulking all the way. Im not happy. I want to do something. Maybe working will be interesting. I want to start on my homeworks. But I duns eem to be able to. Whenever I plan to start it, theres always tt list of household chores to be finished. It totally disrupts my plan and mood. WTH. Life cant go on like this. I want hols to end. Busy school life will start. Well so be it. I really rather get preoccupied with things tt will benefit me. Makes me happy.

I just wanna be happy.