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Woo! Finally got to meet josh and alan after so long. And now theres Sakae Sushi in school. Ahh.. Its not even halal. Sakae @ campus. Wads the point, mann. School wasn tt boring. Kinda fun and inspiring actually. Like i said, everyday's gonna be fulfilling and enriching for me. Even if you dun tink it is, i can still make myself see tt way. :)

I realised theres so many Melayus up for the Programme Kairos (greek word for the right moment). Well, i dun despise all of them. Just a handful. Particularly those who gave me THAT look and THAT attitude. Eh, minahs. I shall not stoop as low as you. Rawr.. So anw, i tink those Melayus really stick into one cluster which i seriously do not fit in. Never had i joined any MCS activities. Not even tt stupid day camp which was made compulsory for all the malays in sch. Heh. Ok la, i can speak to zawiyah, wandi, shaiful or ashikin. But the rest... err. Then in the LT, Cassandra and Joanna saved a seat for me and called out to me to sit with them. Its been a long time since i talked to them cos im no more a volleyballer but they still rmb me. Cool huh! Gives me more reasons to see why its very important to haf alot of frens. :) AND.. meng koon REALLY talks to me now. Asking me endless questions to keep the conversation going. Haha!

There were alot of motivational talks and stuff. The career inventory thingy wasn helpful for me at all. Cos im 50% weird. None of the careers can really suit me. Cos ive alot of different sides. Creative, innovative, artistic but conventional. So tt means i can let my imagination run wild, create anything cute but i still love to follow orders and instructions/orders and works well with numbers and logic thinking. There was also a share and tell session where everyone must come out to the front to say a few words.

Hm. Public speaking. Well i guess, its all abt boosting our confidence. I feel grateful tt there are teachers who are caring enuff to show their concern and see to our needs. And make sure we wont waste our life any further. I wasn really sure if i made the right choice at first. A part of me feels like joining the rest of S15 in their fast-paced journey towards the A levels. But my econs seriously suck to the core and i dun tink i can make miracles happen within a year. There were oso so many who chose to repeat their first year even though they got promoted cos they know they've barely scraped through the skin of their teeth. So i guess, i'll give it another go.

Mr Ching released us half an hour earlier. And it was too early to go home. Plus, it was raining. So i went to watch the opening performances for the Orientation '08. Entertaining indeed. Realised there are v lil' J1s this time. Hope they enjoy their orientation. Anw, got bored again when it ended. Found the grp of S15 guys sitting outside the library and so i joined them for a chat. Nice to be with them la. I noe i met them like a few days ago. But i seriously miss being in the same class as them and working with sufi too. Now they can only tell me wads happening in class. Like how the new chem teacher is like a bitch, the new civic teacher is so cute cos she's so small and the new girl in class has long sideburns. Haha! Sometimes they make me wonder if guys bitch more than girls. Maybe they really do!

Went for lunch at Pizza Hut with the guys; Hariz, Faris, Rishi, Vijay and Muhd. Sufi had band practice so he cant come along. Heh. The guys were so mean. Making me feel guilty for not finishing up my food and drink. But i tink, they'll always be nice to be with despite their childish acts like insulting each other and teasing one another.

Anyway, ive got a few hours left as a seventeen-er. Whee!! Great great. Myra is so old.

Your Birthdate: January 3

You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper.
You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality.
Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure.
Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone.

Your strength: Your larger than life imagination

Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered

Your power color: Lime

Your power symbol: Lightening bolt

Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

I think its rather true. I prefer to have fun so much more than do work. Thats why i acted the fool and wasted an academic year. I dun believe im stupid. I dun believe im lacking in intellect. I was a really smart kid. Not boasting here. But i really was. And hey, nobody grows dumber. Its just tt they've yet to discover what they dunno that they know. Hence, here i am, determined to fulfill my potential. One step at a time.

I seriously think my life was never wasted. Yes, ive wasted my time. But life does not equals to time. Maybe my time management was really bad and i was distracted by a million things but ive gained alot of experience and important life lesson. Now, standing here where i am, i feel so very blessed to have lived my life. Its not an exactly happy and smooth sailing journey. But i really learnt alot. Mostly, the hard way i must say. And i thank god for everything that has happened. Although, im still kinda childish. But tts just behaviour luhh. I tink my mind has somehow gained maturity. I noe wad i want. And i noe how im gonna get them. I noe there are obstacles to come by too. But im ready to face them. Never am i going to let my emotional side of my mind take over the rational side. :)

And who says you cant change your fate..

Okay, tmr's programme for Kairos: Art activities and MOVIES. Interesting. Very. :)