Im just gonna type continuously till ive nothing else to say cos my minds filled with so much things n i want them OUT. So if u dun wish to read, then dun. :)

I feel that life is so unfair and its hard to have it easy. They say simple life is still the best but wads simple? Can u tell me? If simple means just live with the basic necessities than the phrase life live to the fullest must be so wrong. Bleah.

I thought if u have faith in everything, u could atleast be happy. But why sadness still comes? I thought if u smile andjust be genuinely happy, everything's gonna be alright. But im wrong. And i thought if i make myself stronger and be optimistic, i'll feel much happier. Well, it didn last long. Boo! Maybe im weak. So can i have mercy??

I never knew the value of appreciation till i desperately yearn for it. Its just depressing how you sincerely tried to help out but get criticized instead. And they never said a word of thank. I wonder how insensitive ppl can be. But nvm. Maybe my presence was never appreciated. Maybe tts why they never really cared. Maybe i should go away.